i WILL be skinny.
I promise you.
The weight of the world is on his shoulders. I've never been one for blind faith but hope is a different thing. No he's not a saviour or a messiah but an opportunity for change. I hope he can make a difference. Make history.
I can actually get up today so between college and work and revision I baked :)
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- Mood:
bouncy
9:00 - 11:40 - critical thinking
!2:45 - 15:30 - english language
17:45 - 0:00 - work
urghhh fun.
I'm trying so hard to make money so I can move out and learn to drive and actually make things happen but I feel like I'm going nowhere and I can't stand it - it's so frustrating. To think that I've got to go through 3 more years of this limbo just to be with some chance of doing what I want to do, oh yeah and I'm going to be coming out with tons of debt. Thanks *sigh.
Oh yeah and I'm hungry.
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Hi January. I love snow even if it's just a little.
Today was a bit eventful. Me and Tesh argued last night and sort of ended with us ending so I left him and went to bed then I missed him so I called him up this morning and he said he was feeling weak and it turned out that he had fainted and lost lots of blood and gone blind for a bit so I went to see him to check he was okay and he was a bit shaky but fine, the doctor said it happens to a lot of people his age (he's 21???) Soooo we chilled out watched tv and I cooked him a curry with rice then we had a chat and sorted things out for the moment, I hope it's for good this time.
I came home to my brand new digital scales :) and found out I weigh a lot less than what my old scales were telling me but I'm still wanting to loose about two stone, I don't know if that's too much but we'll see as we go. That's all for today as I have to make my bed before I go to sleep so byeeee.
I came home to my brand new digital scales :) and found out I weigh a lot less than what my old scales were telling me but I'm still wanting to loose about two stone, I don't know if that's too much but we'll see as we go. That's all for today as I have to make my bed before I go to sleep so byeeee.
- Mood:
relieved
At 18 and a few weeks I got my first ever new years kiss :)
So 2008 in a few lines:
2008 was the worst new year ever after my boyfriend got into a fight with his old friend and I cried the hardest I have ever cried, Heath Ledger died and I still can't believe he's gone, 10 things I hate about you still breaks my heart.
The best Valentines day ever, most romantic, cute, happy memory I have of 2008.
Tesh turned 21 and I met some of his friends I hadn't met before we had a nice night, I made him a cute scrapbook which made him really happy, we also later went to his ex's party and was a surprisingly good night and I had my first ever apple sour shot.
2008 was the first Halloween I actually celebrated and was an awesome night and I turned 18.
The big thing about 2008 is that I hardly remember it at all, 2009 will be different.
So back to 2009, the first four days at least had a nice new years day with a big dinner at Tesh's house with his family then we watched Star Trek after all night. Then we watched Hancock - I love that film, Will Smith still has my heart from fucking Fresh Prince *sigh. I worked Saturday day and me and my bitch of a supervisor clashed for liek the 23847374 time she just hates me, she's such an idiot. Just cause I haven't worked at KFC for half my life she thinks she's better than me, I mean what the hell. I worked tonight too with my nice supervisor and was quiet so I got sent home early which is great but means even less money this month and seen as all I've done since I've been home is be called naive and stupid by my boyfriend I don't see why I didn't just stay.
Ahhh first 4 days a bit shaky but I still have high hopes for you 2009 - don't let me down.
I laaaaaaaav that film :)
Watching it now and it's actually making my Christmas how sad is that?
Come on 2009 and snow and camera and America and laughs and cuddles and love and university and books and cooking and partying aaaaaaaaaaaand just cooome on already :)
ahhhh :) I need to get saving.
Anyway then I dragged myself into town to get some last Christmas presents and picked up some skin stuff from Lush as my poor skin is so neglected by me. Then I came home and my mum cooked me tea :) mmmm jacket potatoes with cottage cheese yummy.
I had to then wrap some presents and finish the paintings for my sister and mum I haven't even started my dad's/brothers gahhh 8 days.
I also picked up some cute tops and books but now i'm just settling down to watching desperate housewives :)
Ohh I can't wait for my new camera for Christmas soooo many photos to be taken.
So... basically I've just turned 18 years old, I'm doing college full time whilst holding down a part time job at KFC and trying to maintain some sort of life which is harder than it seems.
The boyfriend - Tesh been together a while and well things are stressful at the moment we are both skint due to the time of year and never have enough time together and argue about ridiculous things *sigh. However my hopes are high for 2009 it WILL be a good year :)
Long term - I wanna write so bad - Journalism is the way forward and I've applied to two universities but ughhh I just want a job. I also want to travel and have a big adventure discovering new things but we'll see how that goes.
I want new year to be a fresh start for me so this is a to do list to have done before new year.
Clear out my room and get rid of all the junk either sell it or get rid - I hate clutter.
Buy some new NICE clothes that I actually like.
Sort out my noticeboard and fill it with nice things that cheer me up and things i want from life.
Get new books to read.
Buy digital scales - time to get in shape.
Buy new pads for my Slendertone flex.
*sigh I'm sure there's more to me but that seems to be it for now.
I can't wait for new year.
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